Thursday, February 21, 2013

Breaking Up Is Hard To Do

Early last year I joined an old work friend in a team called "Fighting Back" to do the Ride to Conquer Cancer.  Greg joined not long after, as well as my best friend Jenny, and a few others I didn't know.  We were a team ready to conquer the ride, and fundraise to support Peter Mac, where my Dad is receiving Chemo treatment.

Since last year's ride, Greg and I have actively recruited members for our team - the more team members for "Fighting Back", the more money for Peter Mac!  Each rider has to fundraise a minimum of $2500 which goes straight to Peter Mac.

However, today Fighting Back has split.  Greg & I and the riders we've recruited will be separating and forming a new team.  And to say I am shattered would be an understatement.  Greg delivered the news to me, ironically, when I was out on the bike this morning.  I just don't understand it, nor will I ever, so I have to accept the "break up", deal with that achy sick feeling I have in the pit of my stomach, and move on.

But I don't want to.

I AM "Fighting Back".  It's my team too!  Sure, I didn't start it, but I put my heart & soul into it.  And now I've been kicked out.

I am sure I will get over it, but right now I want to stamp my feet and scream.  But it's done.  It's over.  We are no longer Team Fighting Back.  And I just can't put into words how sad that makes me.

4 comments:

  1. You will be fine, we will look at the bigger picture and that is raising money for people like your amazing dad who need it. It is just a name after all and we can call ourselves whatever we like, but we are all still doing a good thing.

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  2. Anonymous8:26 am

    Sorry to hear that. Why the split though?

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    1. Anon, it's a long story, but we're all just going our separate ways with different ideas on what we want from the team.

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  3. There is only one good thing about a break up ... and that is the make-up!!!

    It reminds us all of why we are here. And it shows the passion that we all have for this cause.

    xx

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