YAY I did it!

Yep, got off my butt from the computer yesterday & jumped straight onto the xtrainer.  Managed a good half an hour.  Will try for longer today!!  Have been reading "The Hunger Games", and find it easily to get lost in a book whilst on the xtrainer, so the time just slips away.
Started tracking again today.  Now to tackle the water.
Onwards & downwards....

Sick.Of.It!!!!

Wow, it's been so long since I have posted, that Blogspot have changed all their features, so it is all a bit new & strange to me trying to work out how to post!!!!
Anyhow, over 3 weeks have passed, and it's been school holidays.  We spent a week at our Caravan in Cobram over Easter.  Callum turned 11 years old, and had a sleepover party with 8 boys staying the night.  Fun. Not!  We had a lovely wedding to attend in the Dandenongs.  And I have eaten & drank my way to a 2.1kg gain in that time.  No excuses.  No reasons.  Just because.

And as the title of this post reads, I am sick of it.  Just sick of being unable to get motivated.  Sick of being fat.  Sick of the way I look.  I just cannot find that bloody mojo.  Where is it hiding?  Oh where, oh where can it be?!?  Each day I wake up with renewed enthusiasm, and by lunchtime, I have given up tracking & can't be bothered exercising.  Water?  Who's drinking water?  Not I!
But the most frustrating thing is I KNOW that I can do this.  And I KNOW how good I feel when I am "in the zone".   It is driving me crazy because I know that my 40th Birthday, the Bali trip & the 200km bike ride are all in just over 5 months, and if I want to achieve anything, then I need to start now.

Hmmmm, just typing this out right now has stirred something in me.  I need to start today.  Right this second I need to get off this blog & get on that Xtrainer.  And track.  And drink my water.  I can do this!  

Watch this space.......

Callum's 11th Birthday Party, with his cool Burger cake!

Hubby & I at the wedding last weekend.