100 Reasons Why

So, my reasons why I am doing this.  Why I am battling to get healthy & fit & not giving up.  These are my 100 reasons why....

1. I want to feel happy within myself
2. I want to feel fit
3. I want to BE fit
4. I want to feel healthy
5. I want to BE healthy
6. I want to feel strong
7. I want to BE strong
8. I want to lift weights like a Boss!
9. I want abs
10. I want to not feel disgusted when I look at my reflection
11. I want to feel confident
12. I want to stop avoiding school drop off/pick up incase I see someone I know
13. I want to look good naked
14. I want to FEEL good naked
15. I want to wear nice clothes
16. I want to never feel despair in a change room of a store again
17. I want to shop in those stores I currently walk by and look longingly at
18. I want an outfit from Lorna Jane
19. I want to wear nice underwear
20. I want to own a matching lacey bra & undies set again
21. I want to feel sexy in my own skin
22. I want to not be embarrassed of my body infront of my husband
23. I want to comfortably wear bathers at a pool or the beach
24. I want to go on an overseas holiday without stressing about what to wear
25. I want to go on ANY holiday and not stress about what to wear and what will fit me
26. I want to not worry that other people are judging me
27. I want to be able to eat in public without thinking of what other people are thinking of me
28. I want a thigh gap
29. I want a flat tummy
30. I want toned arms with no Bingo Wings
31. I want a smaller bum
32. I want less weight stress on my ankle
33. I want to be the best role model I can be to my kids
34. I want my kids to be proud of me
35. I want my kids never to be embarrassed of their fat mum
36. I want to sit on a ride at a theme park & never worry that I won't fit
37. I want to have energy to get out of bed in the morning
38. I want to have energy to play with the kids at the park
39. I want to go rock climbing
40. I want to climb a mountain
41. I want to inspire people to get out & do it!
42. I want to be the best version I can possibly be of myself
43. I want to ride as much as possible in my quest to help conquer cancer
44. I want to enjoy every second of every day
45. I want to seize the moment
46. I want to enjoy nourishing my body with good food
47. I want to nourish my children's bodies with good food
48. I want to teach my children about good nutrition
49. I want to live a long life to watch them grow old
50. I want to feel my emotions and stress and not find them in the bottom of a wine bottle
51. I want to be able to live without counting calories
52. I want to exercise for the love it
53. I want to not stand out for being the fattest in a group
54. Or the fattest in a room
55. I want to walk long distances without puffing
56. I want to lie down without feeling like my boobs are suffocating me
57. I want to be able to walk into a gym without feeling all eyes are on me
58. I want to be able to walk into a gym thinking they're looking at me cause I look good
59. I want to love my life more than I do now
60. I want to not feel stressed
61. I want to jump with the kids on the trampoline
62. I want to swim with the kids at the pool and beach
63. I want to try & surf
64. I want to tandem skydive
65. I want to run up the steps of the Eureka Tower
66. I want to be able to plank for 2-3 minutes
67. I want to wall sit for over 5 minutes
68. I want to look good in workout gear
69. I want to join a boxing class
70. I want the robes at hotels to fit me
71. I want the bath towels at hotels to wrap around me
72. I want to go to Bali & not have the shopkeepers tell me they have clothes for big ladies
73. I want to be average
74. I want to be extraordinary
75. I want to be exceptional
76. I want my husband not to be able to keep his hands off me
77. I want to wear singlets without worrying about my fat arms
78. I want to wear short dresses
79. I want to wear shorts
80. I want to wear a sports bra
81. I want to not feel hopeless in an aerobics class
82. I want to be faster on the bike
83. I want to be proud
84. I want to be awesome
85. I want to look awesome in lycra
86. I want to learn to swim properly
87. I want to be able to hire costumes for dress up parties that fit me
88. I want to do a MB 12wbt Finale workout without stopping
89. Or being embarrassed at my ability
90. I want old friends to say "wow" when they see me
91. I want energy all day long
92. I want a satisfying life
93. I want to be content & have that rub off on my family
94. I want to snow board
95. I want to climb Uluru
96. I want to go horseriding
97. I want to ride the 180km Around the Bay in a Day
98. I want to do Paint Ball skirmish
99. I want to share my joy
100. I want to live my life to the fullest